BACK TO THE NET

Hi guys!
As I promised you, I'm back to the Net. I got an Internet connection at home.
In these 50 days a lot of things happened. So many things.
I've just ended to argue with mom, because she's worried about what dad could do with my mind. Dad passed 10 years without even talk to me, and the first 4 years we lived in the same house. He's old, he's 74 near to 75. He could be my grand-dad.
I do know he's a dangerous person, I do know how he could hurt only with words, I do know how I suffered, I do know everything, but he's old and alone. My heart doesn't allow me to send him to hell.
He tries to convince me how he was a good man, how mom is bad and so on.
And she fears he could change my mind.
I'm so sad.
But I got Internet... I'll try to rid of my pain talking with all you.