I am an Italian girl, a weird dancer, a chaos master.

Wednesday, December 29, 2004

Happy New Year

I love you. I hope I will restart to daily post very soon.
In the meantime, I hope my wishes for a great 2005 will be enough.

Friday, December 17, 2004


Merlino, my laptop, often abandones me. The hard disk start knocking and the computer stops working.
Today I gave a look to Apple site. a Power Book costs so much! with 1 GB RAM, a 250 GB HD, and the 20 inches cinema screen costs 3658 euros, something near to 4000 bucks.
Instead an iMac, that strange screen that contains inside the computer, with the same skills, costs 2409 euros, around 2600 dollars.
I'd like to have an apple at home.
I'd like to work at home.
Now I'm working for the graphic agency I talked about two months ago... but things are not going as I wished.
Things never go as someone wish, I suppose.
I'd like to work for many people, I'd like to learn different things.
I want to grow up. Grow up what I know, grow up my mind, grow up my feelings.

Wednesday, December 15, 2004


Hi guys!
As I promised you, I'm back to the Net. I got an Internet connection at home.
In these 50 days a lot of things happened. So many things.
I've just ended to argue with mom, because she's worried about what dad could do with my mind. Dad passed 10 years without even talk to me, and the first 4 years we lived in the same house. He's old, he's 74 near to 75. He could be my grand-dad.
I do know he's a dangerous person, I do know how he could hurt only with words, I do know how I suffered, I do know everything, but he's old and alone. My heart doesn't allow me to send him to hell.
He tries to convince me how he was a good man, how mom is bad and so on.
And she fears he could change my mind.
I'm so sad.
But I got Internet... I'll try to rid of my pain talking with all you.